You are always going to be unhappy. There is an underlying issue here. Seek the help you need and prove me (us) wrong. You might never get into the schools you want to… Then what? What’s your backup plan when your rejected for transfer?
I bet if you sought out kids that are on your intellectual wave length and actually joined clubs and went to class you might even enjoy it. But you are letting yourself for some reason NOT enjoy your experience. Maybe to get back at your parents? Don’t know. How about “attempting” to be a reasonable normal student at the school your currently at
Anything less is just lack of maturity. Everyone I have ever known has found their “peeps”. Go find yours!