<p>vinceh and bluebayou,</p>
<p>i’m really sorry if i was harsh to both of you to any way; i’m just really stressed out right now, and i feel really guilty in pouring out some of my stress and anxiety into others. especially, you guys, who are such a huge help to me on this forum; i really can’t thank both of you enough for your efforts, critiques, and advice. i really don’t know if i will/want to go to medical school, but it has always been just a dream. i guess it’s time for me to go to college, take some classes and realize my strengths and weaknesses, and to wake up from this dream, right? thanks again for everything, and thanks to all those who have given me feedback as well! 
good luck to all those applying to usc, ucs, and cal states! they’re due soon in a couple of days, so don’t procastinate!</p>