<p>If someone were to ask me what the most frustrating, exhilarating, pinnacle-like, nerve-wracking, tingling, depressing moment was in my life… I’d say it was today. -_- </p>
<p>I just wish that my mind would be able to stay neutral about this entire situation and not be too polarized about decisions.
“Oh, you know, they’ll like me. I feel like I’m getting in.”
(cries) “Why would they even want me? There are so many better applicants out there…”
I should just stick to the rejection mindset so that I’m either really ecstatic about the acceptance, pleasantly surprised about the deferral, or correct about my assumption.</p>