OP, I am rooting for you. I just want to urge you to reconsider antidepressant medicine and light therapy, at least over the next few years, until you graduate college. There is no shame in medication! As I am sure you know, transgender youth are at a much higher risk for suicide. There are many people that care about you and think you are brave and amazing, including your family, friends and professors. You can do this! Sending lots of virtual hugs.
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