depressed, insecure, and directionless

<p>You will do fine in life!
Think in all your accomplishments and blessings. You are in second year of college…read your first paragraph again and see all what you have done to grow as a student and a person.
Your biggest fear is social contacts. Believe me I know people double your age that have the same fear. Not everyone is a David Letterman or Jay Leno…</p>

<p>You may take an elective in communications; you may volunteer with one of the Professors you admire the most.</p>

<p>Work will bring experience and experience will make you more comfortable with other people. </p>

<p>I know professionals that don’t like to be around too many people. They prefer the small groups and small circle of friends. </p>

<p>Accept who you are, one day at a time, but communication, personal growth; EC activities can help you to develop the social skills you want. </p>

<p>Get a part-time in a store–directed to customer service. I think that’s what you need. I know that after working a year with customers you will have resolved that issue.</p>

<p>When I was young I knew many students with the same concerns. They did well, but still they are not as social as probably the wanted to be and still they manage a degree, work and families.
Best for you. You have a life ahead.</p>