It’s not healthy to put your dreams on a school…much less a school that has a 96% rejection rate. College is just a tool to transition you into the professional world. It’s no more a dream than owning a Chevy. Doctor, lawyer, engineer, etc are dreams, and they should always supersede the school you go to. Just pick a wide variety of affordable realistic schools with a reaches, matches, and safeties on the list. Love the school that loves you back.