It wasn’t sarcasm? Oh, i genuinely thought it was. I’m bad at detecting sarcasm, so i rationalize it, and when i saw the sad face emojis i thought it was meant as sacrasm and an aggresive attack (i have no problem with negatives, note how others had already told me about my slim chance and i did not react badly). If it wasn’t sarcasm, then I’m sorry @MITPhysicsAlum , this was just a big misunderstanding.
And I’m sorry if i acted rude, it was never my intention. I’m thankful that you give me this info, that’s why i asked for it in the first place (i obviosuly knew my chances were small, just wanted more details on how to make it better or what are my weakest points). So again, sorry and thanks to you all (and special apologizes again to @MITPhysicsAlum if it indeed wasn’t an aggresion)