@Ava222 - Lots and lots of kids have a hard time making friends in college. College is more than just studying and learning - you deserve to be making fun memories. Part of college is also learning how to take care of yourself - and in your case, that means having the strength and courage to get yourself some help. I am sure your school has counselors that can help you feel better about yourself. Take care of yourself and go. Once you learn to like yourself, others will follow.