@Lindagaf Not sure who hurt you, but I’m just trying to explain my situation in a civil manner lmao. I know no one tricked me into choosing Colby, trust me. I know I messed up big time and it was completely my fault/choice. Thank you.
I was never “picking and choosing the comments * want to hear”; I’m sorry but I’m just so confused as to where you’re getting these assumptions from lol. Anyways, I visited Colby before committing and absolutely hated it, so I believe my thought-process had some rationale and logic to it. I agree, not completely, as I understand it takes time to get fully adjusted to any new environment whatsoever, but I know my self and my thoughts quite well, so it’s a bit patronizing to read ill-considered conclusions about myself from some person on the internet, who has absolutely no idea who I am or what I’m going through. I apologize if I sound a little bitter, again, I’m just confused as to why a stranger would assume so much about me.
I’m going to reiterate the fact that Colby offered me a lot of financial aid. This is the reason why I chose the school, despite not liking it at all when I visited. There is your logistics. I’m not rich, they had a lot of money to offer, it made sense. Perhaps realize that financial issues are real in this world lmao. The day I committed to the school and paid my deposits I cried, my father did too. They were not out of joy. Again, please don’t automatically assume things about people – I know this discussion thread is for me to receive advice on my college path, but I believe this short piece of advice from me to you will help you immensely in life.
At this point, I don’t even know what to say to your last paragraph. I’ve never seen someone be so narcissistic and prejudice about something that is completely irrelevant to them. If I “fail”, however you define failure, (and here is advice #2 from me:) I assure you there is so much more depth, causation, reason, background, etc. to any and every situation or person ever and it/they can’t be squished under one source or idea, as you are very fond of doing. In this case, my “defeatist” self-fulfilling prophecy. I hope you are able to realize this.