<p>another update for anyone who cares:
i talked to her and i just said i was sorry for putting her in an awkward position. she said it was fine, but she just seemed to be really concerned about what her sorority sisters (who were there) thought of her. so i’m just going to forget about it, because if she is still interested in the future she has my number/facebook/etc.</p>
<p>it just sucks, because i know i’m not the type of guy to hook up with girls. i get too attached and take things really hard. i guess what i really want is a gf, but i’m not sure hooking up with random drunk girls is the best avenue for doing that <em>sigh</em></p>