<p>I don’t know how to deal with this
I can’t believe I’m so stressed already. I can’t believe I care so much. God forbid that my grades start to decline because I’m thinking too much about college! It’s a destructive irony. </p>
<p>What is being said here is making me reconsider everything. But I already feel depressed and worthless for the C+ I made in Geometry, I feel like I lost my chance already. </p>
<p>I don’t know if I want to continue Orchestra. I don’t like it, but it could be a solid EC. </p>
<p>I’m so confused, there are a million things running through my head right now. I need a plan. Me without a plan is like (insert vibrant simile here). </p>
<p>Someone please tell me what to do.</p>
<p>Then again, even with taking APs and having tons of ECs, you are still most likely going to be rejected from the top schools. Any difference from the crowd at all will bring extra attention and set you apart.</p>
<p>There are two different sides of me conflicting at the moment, I don’t know what to do.</p>