Feeling lost and breaking down

@Emsmom1 @MYOS1634 @momcinco Thank you! Finally, everything is done. All that is left to do is wait.

For reference, here is the list of schools I applied to. (Some notes: my list is very reach heavy for two reasons: I need major financial aid and I like my safety schools. Um, I also probably applied to way too many safeties)

reach schools
Yale University
Princeton University
Dartmouth College
University of Pennsylvania
UCLA
UC Berkeley
UCSD
Swarthmore College
Amherst College
Williams College
Pomona College
Carleton College
Rice University
Colby College
University of Southern California
Wellesley College
Haverford College
UCSB-College of Creative Studies
Grinnell College
Macalester College

match schools
UCSB- regular admittance
Dickinson College
Scripps College
Pitzer College
Cal Poly SLO

safety schools
CSULA
CSU Long Beach
Cal Poly Pomona