<p>argh I can’t know if I can go until I get my financial aid package… and I really badly want to go 
this is killling me even more than waiting for my decision cause its like well its dangling right there can I have it…??? ahhhhhh</p>
<p>AND I am leaving my home country on the 23rd of march so I wont even be home when that lovely mail comes from the united states. You can access it on the internet right</p>