<p>It’s a cliche, I know, but take a big deep breath. You have not killed your future; it’s highly unlikely that you’ll spend any time living in a cardboard box; and I’d be willing to bet you haven’t ruined your relationship with your family. If you’ve wasted time in college, welcome to the club–I’d offer to teach you the secret handshake, but that’s not easily done in text.</p>
<p>What does your school offer in the way of counseling services? Many offer help with major and/or career choice. They should also be able to provide a live human to talk to, as opposed to an internet message board. It sounds to me like you need to spend some time getting to know yourself and what you want from your life.</p>
<p>I saw on your other thread that you’re considering religious studies. Is that from a purely intellectual point of view or are you a member of a faith community?</p>