@squ1rrel In your words, “if I had that drive” – that is what we have seen distinguishes college (and beyond) athletes from the very talented high school athlete. It’s not a judgment about choices, just a recognition about what makes people get out of bed in the morning and makes them do what they do. You seem jazzed up by a lot more which is academically themed, that is awesome. I would encourage you to pursue those interests.