<p>Man I have gone through this scenario a million times in my head. I go to the mailbox and see a big envelope sticking out, I read the letter that says I have been offered an appointment/LOA and then I either A: scream and run through the house, of B: fall down after passing out. I have thought that I would immidiately send it back saying yes I’m coming but I won’t know how I feel until I have it in hand. I promised myself I would not make a decision for three days so I can just think about it and the future, although I know it will be yes because I have wanted this and only this for several years. I really don’t care when it comes, just as long as it comes.</p>