<p>I’m a female Asian :3 First generation-ish. I came to US when I was 9.</p>
<p>I didn’t end up apply to FAST though 
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<p>I got really upset and gave up on HMC because I thought there was no way I could get in, and thought that even if I got in I wouldn’t be able to afford it. So I didn’t even want to visit the school. I was afraid that I was going to fall in love with a school I wouldn’t be able to go to. But I talked to my dad, and he told me not to give up on my dreams, and to give it my best effort too look for financial aid/scholarships/grant so that I would be able to go to schools I like even if they are private. </p>
<p>So now I’m adjusting my attitude. I’m going to apply to all schools RD, try my best studying for my standardized tests and courses (4 APs coming up), and see what financial aid and scholarship programs are available. </p>
<p>But some good news! It turns out my parents are thinking about taking a vacation to CA (they also suggested that we visit some colleges while we are there :D)</p>