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<p>“Perhaps” is just my default response. since most social phenomena are not necessarily absolute, even if they may often be close to absolute. ^_^</p>
<p>but i feel like crap right now, so i guess i use such words more. </p>
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<p>hm, do you think our friendship was too one-sided? (or maybe it was initially reciprocal then it gradually became one-sided for some reason - although that reason may have been that i had more spare time to actually write). but then in your last email you told me that you could have had better friends at caltech so then it may not reflect on me as badly. (hmmm). it depends on relative values i guess too (like a few people really value my posted items)</p>