<p>i do have some really big fantasies, i loved eco/poli.sci. school not only because i get interested by the political and economic issues in my country and world in general , but i have some thoughts that i love this field, one of the writers/journalists i really respect and like his way of thinking , is also graduated form this school , he began as a journalist,and now one of the most important writers
so i think ,i could finish my studies here , then go to europe or the us to get more education , to open up to the world , then come back and get a chance to do something , i know its kind of naive that its not me who’s gonna change a whole system or a country , but i don’t wanna run away , like you might think im stupid , but in my school i think about those in kindergarten like when they grow up an be like in my age right now , i dont want them to go through all this pressure im going through </p>
<p>i don’t wanna run away , by taking the safety path to have a settled future , or even by leaving my country and never coming back , yeah , i wanna work on myself , very hard to change things here , to make them better , but honestly what’s making a big problem and the reason of me writing here seeking for advice from you guys is that im afraid that im being unrealistic, its not like im the one who’s gonna change things ? but then i go back again and think , why not ? my real problem is that uncertainty</p>
<p>Tootoo. What are your financial limitations? Will you need significant financial aid to attend college in the United states…or can your parents fund this?</p>
<p>well its kinda of impossible right now, i really wish of course , in the summer i made some kind of research , about science po in france ,and london school of economics , as i told you before going to france is much more easier financially and in admission things and stuff like that ,+the tuition fees in france are sometimes even less than here !! but there’s the residency issues and stuff , so it’s even way more impossible in the us or uk , although i know it would be the greatest thing ever </p>
<p>so as i told you ,i have to finish at least my undergraduate studies here</p>
<p>i think my big problem is that i’m afraid that i have some unrealistic dreams that won’t pay off , that i’ll end up like too many people , i’m so afraid that i’ll regret not taking the safer way , i know no one is ever sure about everything, i know what i wanna learn more about or understand more , but just afraid from the future in general , that i’ll end up being ordinary ,or even less than that ,and after it i’ll regret those decisions </p>
<p>I’m still very unclear about exactly what advice you are seeking. If you are simply venting, fine…just say so. But your posts aren’t making any sense.</p>