Yes I totally agree that in the future I may encounter my future boss who has some expectations like he has. Tommorow is my class with him again Im really hoping I can go in there with a calm attitude and not let my anxiety take over me that happens a lot when I deal with a difficult situation. I understand that its college and the expectations are different. In high school I would embarass myself in class quite a lot when I tried hard not to. In college I noticed that I have grown somewhat that instead of getting frustrated in front of the class i go take a walk for 5 mins and then come back with a fresh mind. It has worked for me quite a bit. Ill have to see about counseling service on campus I know my school has one but I have to look into it further. Thanks for your suggestion.