<p>I am not clear why you dont want to be a doctor anymore, or for that matter why you wanted to be a doctor in the first place.</p>
<p>If you are discouraged because the other girl seems smarter or ahead of you, give it up. No mater how smart, strong, tall, good looking, funny you are there is always someone out there is More of what you thought Your Thing was. And as you get older that will happen more and more. If you were the girl in high school who had her hand up and always knew the answer, that isnt going to be the case anymore in college. In fact, Smart Girl is probably going to have the same crisis as you next year when she gets to Univ Penn. </p>
<p>The world doesnt need one perfect doctor. It needs a lot of good, involved doctors. So if that is what you wanted to be, then nothing has changed.</p>