This made me feel a little bit better. I think my thought process was that I’ve battled in high school so much, done everything I could, just for all my chances to drop at the last minute and not entirely my fault. I guess I wanted to get the computational biology opportunities earlier to build up my portfolio, so I could avoid working like I currently am right now in high school to get into a good comp-bio grad school.
With UMich, I have to push myself to the edge with BioChem (I actually don’t like chem much, but it’s the most common path to comp-bio aside from biophysics) to get to a good position for graduate school by senior year than I would with a school that has the major, (its three times harder from what I’ve searched). I’m like I already battle with ADHD every day; I just wanted the easier path for once instead of fighting to prove I’m just as smart, even if my brain doesn’t work right, and it seems like that’s not happening, so thus the spiraling and my forum.
Your Also very right it’s a Narrow field and it’s a lot to invest everything to. But I’m usually sure of very few things, at this point the only thing that could change it is if I figure down the line that I hate it.
Also, quick question as your answers is very very helpful if I get into University of Pittsburgh which has the major undergrad (their program it’s okay I guess not too good not to bad pretty solid) do u think I should go over UMich from what u know.