I’m not sure I follow your narrative- punctuation would help.
BUT- if I’m understanding you correctly- you have huge merit acceptances (Yay!) but you aren’t excited about those schools, correct?
I can’t imagine that there’s something so specific about your major that there are only 6 schools in the entire country that have it-- that seems quite farfetched to me. What is the major, and can the folks here help you figure out the right course sequence at the schools that have accepted you so you can study what you want?
The major doesn’t need to have the exact name btw. So kids who want “Neuroscience” are often shocked to discover that a plain vanilla bio degree with a hefty dose of psych, chem and applied math can replicate-- exactly, except for the nomenclature-- a neuro degree from somewhere else.
Where have you been accepted and what do you want to study? We can help you.