I hate myself for wanting to transfer

What don’t you like?
What is bothering you?
Why would another school be different?

I agree with your mom…try to figure out what you can do to like this school.

Is it depression/anxiety? Even if you are not sure, it would be worth talking to your college’s Counseling Center.

Is it not making friends?
http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/college-life/1808143-having-trouble-adjusting-to-college-making-friends-top-10-things-to-do.html

You probably have to make it through a year before you could transfer.
ALso you are only halfway through your first semester…it takes a while to fit in.

Also consider your financial aid…if my kid wanted to leave an awesome school you were doing well at I would not pay the difference…then you would have to take out loans and how will you pay them back on an artists salary?