I messed up

Thank you for the honest replies.

My GPA right now is 3.2. It went from a 3.5 and dropped to a 3.2 because of all the Cs.
UCI doesn’t let you retake a class unless its a C- or lower and all my Cs are C+ :frowning:
I messed up a lot in the BCMP courses, which is the main reason why I am concerned.
I’m planning to take classes that are similar to the courses I messed up in BUT in higher level.

I have passion and I am hardworking, so don’t get me wrong on that. I handle my pain well. I just had some bad flare ups unfortunately in the wrong moments. I have a regular psychiatrist and therapist I go to every week to cope with the depression and anxiety. Also, bulging discs you cannot fix nor stabilize to be honest. Many of the doctors I’ve been to already have given up on me. Unless I undergo surgery that can cripple me for life or degenerate my spine quicker as a I get older, I cannot stabilize my health.
I’m not going take “you should give up” for an answer because I refuse to give up on my dreams. I’ve always been a fighter and I will not let my health condition deter me from achieving my dreams.

I’m planning to come back stronger next year after this summer though.
I’m thinking about retaking some of my Cs in a highly recognized Korean University called Yonsei University (higher ranked worldwide than many UC schools). I’m not sure though because I feel like I need time to recover, so maybe I’ll do it next summer or the summer after that.

I’m also doing my best to study for the MCAT and start doing volunteer work at a children’s hospital. Hopefully, by my senior year, I can work as a medical scribe.