You are not the first student to feel this way. Tell someone. Talk to your RA (the person in charge of you in the dorm), find the Student Support Services office, tell your advisor–if you don’t know who to tell go to the Librarian and let them guide you through the available support services.
Everyone wants you to succeed on campus and everyone knows that means personally as well as academically. There are services to help you, find them (you’re already paying for them!).
Good luck!