As a parent, here is my advice:
Tell yourself that you are allowed to not go back to school next semester. Or that you can go to Community college.
BUT you HAVE to finish this semester. Why? So you won’t have a terrible GPA because you failed classes.
Facetime your mom every night if you want to. But finish those classes. Its only 3 weeks. You can do this.
Today,make an appointment with a psychiatrist (or have your mom do it) . At least when you get home from college if not now… You may need to go on medication for anxiety.
I agree with talking to Dean of Students or Disability office about your anxiety…tell them you want to make it through the semester but may need some accommodations.
Just get through this semester, and then you can figure out what you want to do. College will be there for you.
Work wtih the dean of students if you need to take a leave of absence. But having a good gpa will give you the most options for the future.
And realize that this happens to many college students…don’t feel like you failed or disappointed anyone…regroup next semester and then figure out what works FOR YOU.
You got this.
If there is anything stopping from doing anything that we suggested…then have a friend/mom/trusted person help you do it. My daughter has anxiety and I know that anxiety can stop you from getting help with anxiety. But i also know you can work around it by getting help from people you feel comfortable with. For example, she knew she needed a tutor. But she felt too anxious to do that. So she got a friend to go with her. Once she did that, she felt comfortable with the tutoring center.