Thank you everyone for the support. I did make it through finals with a good GPA so that’s a positive. I did start medication for my anxiety which has helped. I’m on winter break right now and I would like to go back to my university, I’m just so terrified. I’m terrified of feeling anxious 24/7 and then feeling sad and depressed because of how anxious I feel. My class load is a lot more than it was last semester and I’m scared I won’t be able to handle the work and the anxiety. However, I don’t want to go to community college for a semester and start all over and then go back to my university next fall and start all over again. I don’t want to loose all the friends I have made. I’m just so beyond conflicted.