@Lindagaf I did start counseling, it has helped a little. Im hoping to find a therapist who I can connect with more than the one I have currently. I do tend to go down a long tunnel of worse case scenarios. I feel like going to college was such a big step that I wasn’t really ready for and now I just need to take a step in a direction that I feel more comfortable. But then at the same time I feel like that I will regret that decision entirely (there goes my mind again).