I really need advice

@addyprice Have you thought about lessening your course load (even if it takes 5 years to graduate)? Taking less units (but still full time) can make things easier in your personal life and allow for more time to reflect, go to counseling, make additional friends to distract you, etc. This will ensure you will still graduate but still deal with the “I wasn’t ready, I can’t do it” thoughts. Can you set up a person from home to call daily and have daily “talk dates” to motivate you and comfort you? What about making a scrapbook of your school to share with family and friends in the summer and work on it a little day by day? I know it is hard not to worry when people say don’t worry. Take it in whatever periods you can --hour by hour, half day by half day or day by day or week by week. Whatever works. Focus on who you are eating with, spending time with or attending things with today. Let yourself enjoy it. Your family wouldn’t want you to be anxiety ridden