I’ve been feeling the exact same way lately. I was really nervous and dreading going to college for the first few weeks. I eventually made a few friends and adjusted but I struggled really badly with my college course load and had serious anxiety issues with being able to pay off tuition as well as not lose my merit scholarship. I was debating on taking a semester off to figure out what I wanted to do and take a break. I eventually stuck it out and went home often to spend time with my family which definitely helped a lot. You can do it, everything happens for a reason and best of luck!