<p>@phuriku: That very well may be true, and it’s rather morbid thought too! But I do have preferable views on MIT than say to my local City College which may also be decent education, but that ‘small’ difference does show up in the kind of environment you live in (I know you know all this and don’t need to read this, but I just refresh through it to make sure we’re on same page, and really thank you for the statistics and insights. </p>
<p>@rosinyangster: You had best of intentions when you said to stop being a tool, but what’s wrong with having extraordinary working disciplines? Representative Anthony Weiner (my congressman and favorite congressman) is dedicated to service and non stop work, and it’s something I admire no matter how frustrating things are, he keeps pushing. </p>
<p>also I really appreciate the self esteem boosts, I have gone through rejection many times and grown from it, college is like a game, where you play your hardest to win, but if you don’t win, you just appreciate the game you played. I am very confident, I am deaf, have broken many personal barriers, and also attempted breaking other barriers but didn’t. and that’s absolutely great!! I tried!!! :)</p>
<p>@haavain I really took what and other people with similar comments to highest consideration and glad to say I will be cutting down on the AP’s I take, it might be possible, i may be prestigious to get ap state scholar, but is that true academia? I will be focussing only on the AP’s of my passion, will soon post link to my new goals based on everything everyone aid here, :DD</p>