I'm having a pre-transfer crisis and am not sure if I should go to college now. Please help!

UCSD can be a pretty intense and competitive school. If you feel you cannot do well in many of the classes, you might want to consider taking a Gap year, reevaluate your options and come up with a better plan, reapply to some other schools that may fit your needs better and/or work in area of interest to see if you want further your education in that specific area.