<p>Thank you very much for all your advice. I’ve started to feel a little better. School starts late in September so I can probably get help then. </p>
<p>I talked to my friend who’s like 4 years older than me and she said that my mom could be stressing out about paying for my college. My mom has also mentioned that. But when I told her I could take out loans and would pay back by myself when I graduate she said no (=_=")… I just wanted to make her less worried about money. I mentioned the loans for before though, when I was still in high school, but she didn’t agree.</p>
<p>I just want the situation to get better before I leave. I and my mom hardly speak to each other after the argument we had yesterday, even though she hasn’t scolded me (yet) since then.</p>