I think that some of you guys are being a little bit harsh and misunderstanding of op. This summer I’ll be attending a top 50 university and I can honestly say that I can 100% relate. At times I do wonder what would’ve happened if I applied to say a top 20 or 30 school, and at times I do indeed feel bad about it. On the other hand, I also realize that the school I’ll be attending will provide me with tons of incredible opportunities. Also, even though I have no authority on the matter, I am currently getting professional help due to some of the things mentioned in this thread. Op, what you’re experiencing is normal. No matter what you accomplish you’ll always wonder what else you could’ve accomplished. You may need help, or this may be something you’ll soon grow out of. I don’t know. I do think though that you should research opportunities at your school a little bit more though. There is absolutely no way a top 100 school doesn’t have everything you need and more. If these feelings are seriously affecting your quality of life though and causing for a lack of motivation though, then I would seriously consider seeking help.