Internships and feeling Inadequate for not being chosen for them

Understand your take on relationships and connections and while true it’s not just me.

I’ve never been the person to try and talk to a professor if it isn’t a natural progression. Made very close connections through the years with that being who I am and glad for it.

Especially if my intention is to get a internship or better job of some sort, it just has never been me.

I’m just trying to traverse a college/ future career landscape and trying to land internships and career opportunities with that being apart of who I am as a person.