Internships and feeling Inadequate for not being chosen for them

Agree with what you are saying and don’t have issues with interviews. Have gotten couple of jobs based on interviews of course nothing serious as a actual career.

But I’ve seen especially to get higher up and gaining prospective opportunities with this college landscape and career wise, a fair amount of fakeness is involved to get higher.

It’s not the interview process, it’s the having to force a relationship just because of wanting to gain something Out of it that I can’t do.

Which Is hard to change to due to my own personality traits.

Of course I will try to make my way, but if nothing pans out due to it and I Hinder potential opportunities, that’s fine too But at least I know it was because I was 100% authentically myself.