Is college really for me? What should I plan before Fall 2019?

@momofsenior1 I never said people can and/or should diagnose me. I’m not asking for that.
As your source for depression, I also think happiness is a clear delusion and illness.

  1. There are no study sessions for our courses. I see none of them. There aren’t any TA’s at our school unless the class has SI (supplemental instruction) which none of my courses for this semester had. I went to all of my professors’ office hours at least once. While I get what they’re saying, the next time I completely forget the material I learned from them.
  2. Group work never helps me in the first place. Every time we have group work, I never get involved. I’m the one who contributes nothing to the group. All of my group members just ignore me. I don’t know why professors want us to do group work in the first place.
  3. I also don’t like meeting people and make friends with them. Why? Because I can’t relate to anyone at all. They all seem stupid and idiotic to me.
  4. As for finding jobs, how can I get a job then? At least a minimum-wage job. I’ve tried everything but I keep getting rejected from the companies before.
  5. No, I was never diagnosed with anything before.
  6. Everyone will tell me that I’m an adult so I have to make my own decisions. So an adult is 18+, correct? Even if I get to my 50’s and 60’s (not sure if I will), I’m still not going to know what career I want to pursue.
  7. No A’s this semester and last semester. 5 classes total, not sure how many to take next semester. My grades this semester include:
    Writing and Rhetoric I - B
    Prin: Microeconomics - C-
    Intermediate German II - B+
    Calculus II - B+
    Introduction to Philosophy - B+

My family members expected straight A’s from me and look now.
I took 5 classes because I had less than 12 credits. I had 11 credits that counted for my degree (took 14 first semester, but remedial writing didn’t count on my degree).
My GPA hasn’t been calculated yet. And yet people say “gen eds are dumb and easy A’s to get!!!”

@SouthernHope Why can’t I be “on this road”?

  1. Why should I waste my time taking classes I don’t even need to?
  2. If I take a year off, I won’t go back. Nobody accepts me to work at their place because they say they have “better candidates.”
  3. If college is not for me, then trade school is not for me either.

@BunnyBlue And what should I do with that class? It’s not like I will enjoy it immediately. I didn’t like the ones I took, let alone the one you’re suggesting me to take.