I’m sorry you are having a hard time. You may want to see a counselor at your college before heading home and see what avenues are open to you. A leave of absence might be s good move to make but without knowing more about your situation, I wouldn’t want to make recommendations.
If you are on financial aid or other assistance, there might be an orderly way to put them on hold…or not. Someone familiar with your malaise and your status at the college should go over options with you
It’s not unusual to feel the way you do, and there is no easy, one size fits all solution.