Is college really for me? What should I plan before Fall 2019?

See a primary care doctor - insist on getting tested for low thyroid, anemia, iron (ferritin)* and vitamin deficiency. These are all physical conditions that can present as depression.Se
I say insist because all too often, specially if you are female, doctors immediately jump to “depression” without checking other possibilities.

*specially if you have donated blood within the past 2 years, or avoid red meat