Slow down. You’re trying to know the unknowable. All the what ifs will drive you crazy.
The #1 most important thing you can do is find a safety that you love and that is affordable. Where your classmates apply or get accepted doesn’t matter. You will realize soon (probably the day after you graduate from high school😉) that all this stuff you’re stressing about right now doesn’t matter once you’ve made your decision.
You do your best. You live life for yourself, not for bragging rights or for your peers. You’re going to be fine.
P.S. All your feelings are 100% normal and common.