<p>AFPJ, take this for what it’s worth (the opinion of someone who has struggled with PT). TACPs, STOs, CROs, PJs, etc are a different breed of people. The people who succeed in this type of field are VERY fit and have a nearly relentless drive for success/perfection. From what I understand, you are currently NOT near this level. That’s not to say you cannot succeed (I am a firm believer in the ability to succeed based on work). However, I’m not sure you are acting on the reality of your goals.</p>