Hi! I regret to say I don’t have too much advice but know exactly what you are going through. I’m in my first year as well and have struggled a lot and have had many ups and downs. I like my school but for some reason feel it may not be for me. I might rush next year to see if I can find a social scene I really am comfortable with as I miss my tight knit group from high school as well, but am also considering possibly transferring and am very torn. Please feel free to reach out as I know that talking about this with people who feel similarly has sometimes really helped.