<p>I am one of those parents that has loved every part of the journey for the most part. I am closests to my oldest dd becuase I had her to myself for a long time before the twins. It has been very hard on me even though I still have to care for elementary school kids. </p>
<p>I getting better but it is still hard for me. I have called her 4 times and visited once already and she been back a little over a week. I am sure this too will pass and I will emerge a better person.</p>