From your previous posting, Mount Ida was not affordable anyway since you would need more than the 5.5k you could could borrow as a freshman. the 25k in loans that you need for Parsons, you are not going to get without your parents taking the loan or a co-signer.
Did you apply to any affordable options. While your “dream” is Parsons, it is not affordable.
Again, did you apply to any affordable options. What is your home state?