<p>I forgot, I compete at Fencing, but I am not so great. I never advance. But I do some volunteer work with wheel chair fencing and being a runner at competitions when I am not competing. </p>
<p>And I am not the prettiest girl. I keep getting told that I am very pretty and I am a “natural beauty” but honestly, when I do make up and hair, it never looks like the other girls. My hair goes flat. My makeup looks like I am not even wearing it. I know I sound silly, but I feel like the ugly duckling. I feel like if I go far away, I will be lonely. People will be nice to me. But not only will I not fit in for being conservative, but, guys always want to be my friend, no one asks me out. It feels too lonely to think about going far away.</p>