Very few colleges are both “need blind” for admissions purposes and will “meet full need” for financial aid. You very well might get rejected because you can’t afford to pay OR get accepted but not be able to afford to attend. We suggest using each college’s net price calculator to avoid the latter scenario. Either would be a shame because you do seem to have grit. Hopefully you are too smart to let too much debt keep you out of a career you’d enjoy.