My roommates make me feel like the black sheep of the dorm.

Your roommates may want to make you miserable so that you move out.

You need to speak with your RA & with the University Housing Office or Director. See if you can change rooms.

You are not “insane and being a bad roommate”, but you should not leave your clothes on the bathroom floor even if not feeling well. Basic hygiene & good manners should be adhered to by all parties in this three person roommate arrangement. No excuses.

Also, overeating at a meal is impolite. Consider getting an on-campus job so that you can afford an adequate number of meals. Fasting is likely to exacerbate your moodiness & depression.

I think that all three share some fault in this roommate relationship. Better to move out, than to flunk out.