FWIW, I too wanted to transfer during my freshman year and got a lot of pushback from my parents that I had to just suck it up. My freshman year grades were not great so I decided to work really hard sophomore year and took all the initiative to apply to transfer the following year. With acceptances in hand and a very well reasoned argument for why the new school was a better fit for me, my parents finally acquiesced and I transferred with their support. I agree that you should try and meet with a counselor to get some support. You are reaching out which is great, but you may feel more supported if you find someone at your current school to talk to. Best of luck.