This school was not chosen for the cost. In fact, it is an expensive private school. I wanted to go to an instate school, which is actually a nationally ranked school and better than this private school. My father decided on this school because it’s in the same city where he went to school. It’s been his plan for me since I was a child to go to the same city where he went to school. He told me I could transfer if I wanted, but now he’s saying he won’t support me if I do. He tricked me. The city is a fun place to visit, but not live. I miss my friends instate and the support they gave me. I know many people miss their high school friends, but my close friends know about my emotional abuse and their support helps me so much. Additionally, my school is just too far from the climate i am used to and love. I definitely plan on getting counseling when I transfer. I feel if I cave and give in again, I’ll be even more depressed because I will continue to play victim to an abuser. I want to live a life with my choices. If I mess up, they’re my choices, and I only have myself to blame.